2009 is going to the end!

A new year, a new hair style

Most comments on my new hair styles were cute but not suit XD

Hu...Fortunately, I didn't cut my hair shor

I tied it up =)

Christmas Eve!

Have a nice countdown gathering with secondary classmates at Mamak

Took photo with my darling Jen Yi, muacks XD

Around 12.30am we were going back home

Planning to go for countdown for eve of New Year

At Bukit Bintang =)

During Xmas

Prepared two dishes

First one was "Banana Boat"

Since I had no boat, I used plate

"Banana Plate" =)

The next was "Pepsi Float"

Since I poured Pepsi until the brim of mug

when I put a scoop of ice cream

The bubbles kept bursting!

FAILED....

Well, I designed with some M&M candies (my favourite) on top of it

Seemed nicer...But still looked very "K" shape....

Taking Photo Gathering

Secondary school gathering had been held on last saturday
Half of our classmates had attended this event, half-successfully
We had crazily taken lot of photos, anywhere, anytime
In Yuan restaurant, on the road, in SP toilet, even in lift
with funny, crazy, stupid, kissing pose
We were in "Taking Photo Gathering", yeah!
Wow fun and enjoy with them!
Hmmm, my following timetable might be hardly to be adjusted to hang out anymore
Most probably only for 2 or 3 hours in one month
Busy in studying & working, everyday fully booked
Oh miss you all guys!
Keep in touch by online

I miss her

Oh everytime i signed in blogger
I feel like I am going to write a blog to express something
but when I looked at the pure white space
I found I have no any idea with it
Recall what have happened today?
Hey I don't know why I can delete all the memories. Automatically
Even I have to consume some time to recall what I have done just now
Opps dangerous

An another new life has began- a life without laptop
I just sold my laptop to my friend just now
When I pass her to him, oh my god, my heart felt pain!
Something was cutting my heart into pieces
Without laptop, I don't know when I will be right back here
Now using my bro's laptop
Oh miss it....no, miss her so much
I had already taken my ex-laptop as my little baby girl
Dear, take care!

Change of me

This will be my very first time to write an english blog here

Busy life has been re-began.
Let me recall.
I had tried before to do 3 things in one day.
MORNING-Having class in college,
AFTERNOON-doing direct-selling,
NIGHT-working at karaoke as full time receptionist cum cashier.
My sleeping time always less than 4 hours. Everyday.
Though I lost lot. I sacrificed lot.
My private time, memories with friends, health etc....

I want to change my lifestyle.
I want to be a normal one as others.
Hence, I choose two of them.
Everything seems going better.
But I can't control what had happened to me, to my family.
More seriously.
I have been tagged "You have been chosen to complete the mission."
Alright, I may say:"I will do my best."

So now, Busy Life is back.
Though my mind has disturbed. Negative thoughts are omnipresent.
They sauntered forward to kill me. Mentally.
Keep thinking, keep thinking...I find my way out.
I finally concluded what I actually want in my life.
I changed my mind, my vision.

Even though I have a different life compared to others since I was born.
Even though I have a suffering mission to be completed as I am only 18 years old.
But they do not make sense that I have no ability to overcome.
I know, at the end, these will lead me to a way that I desperately wish to.
And now, I would like to say:"I enjoy it!"

包袱

选择
最后是对是错
未知数

我选择把包袱背起

“为何选择一个人独自承受？”……有人问

不知道
责任心吧
或者
纯属当作一个人生最大的挑战

当初的选择
就清楚知道接下来不该有抱怨
与别人的待遇不同
更加需要自愈

其实背上包袱后，值得安慰的是
个人成长的确有进步
更学会了“珍惜”两字
让我后悔的是
用了18年，终于了解

从来不后悔把这千金重的包袱背起